#struggling

I have an addictive personality, but that doesn't make me an addict.

I have an addictive personality, but that doesn't make me an addict.

Having an addictive personality means I have to be overly cautious with any substance I choose to try. It means I have to say no, time after time, when my friends ask me if I want to try the latest drug on the market. It means making a conscious decision to never try molly, even while at a music festival. It means drinking, but also realizing when I need to slow down.